fear

noun
a feeling of anxiety concerning the outcome of something or the safety and well-being of someone


i fear that i will become on the small cogs caught in the system that i refer to as las vegas. I have seen people over the last few years that as i have known them have worked dead end retail jobs with no real chance for advancement when that is all they want. all they want is to advance in the system and become a bigger cog doing less work to keep the system spinning....

i refuse. i shall not be stuck in the system. i refuse to spend the rest of my life caught in this system. i spent 1 year, 6 months, and 5 days stuck in the system before and like the rest of the cogs..i beleived i could soon become a bigger cog. I have removed myself from this system and have began to build my own system around myself where i am the big cog.

i will built myself and make a better me...with or without the others.