30.1.09

genius idea

genius idea

ok so someone made a good point. everyone is afraid of robots taking
over the world and whatnot problem solved

run those bitches on windows...they'll crash we they start the program
to take over

problem solved


sent from my iPhone

29.1.09

dear ***********

dear ***********
I'm hope this finds you in the best of health. it's been a while now
since we parted ways and even to this day of doesn't feel like I made
the right move all those years ago. even thought we haven't talked
since then I still think about you and the times we had. I'll be there
soon on a business trip. if you would to like me as much I want to see
you call me and I'll be sure to visit you.

love always
**************


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Permafrost

noun
-a thick subsurface layer of soil that remains frozen throughtout the year

Together we stand on the ice
Starting into each others eyes
Unaware that around the ice is melting
Slowly at first almost unheard
Faster soon cracking around us unheard
But yet we don't hear it
Not knowing that everything around us will be gone
The cracks began to grown and soon
They are under and all around us
We hear the final crack of the ice
But its to late
We fall into the ice water below
Sharing one last bitter-sweet kiss

28.1.09

last 24 hours

sleep
woke up
got dress
went to work
sold shit
took photos at china town(coming soon)
ate
went go-kart drifting
talked to alohababyy(...who didn't tell me she was back in vegas btw )
editing photos
made this
posted this blog

26.1.09

Higher Education PT2

So as of the current from what I have heard

UNLV is cutting around 50% of its budget

CSN is closing Cheyenne Campus and also taking an unknown budget cut....


Normally when schools go thru bidget cuts they take the following first

Sports...
Theatre
Music
Art
Media
Photography
Video Production
Other Media/Art related majors...

So basically my major will be gone after this semester if what i am hearing is true.

I feel like we all see the issue and know the issue but are doign nothing to help it.

OH WAIT...WE AREN'T!!!

its like someone screaming omg i'm 600 and diabetic...get me to the buffet!!!!

Uncontrollable

-No longer possible to manage

Mt thoughts are seemingly uncontrollable
I fight the urge and try not to think of you,
But I am unable to stop myself.
I find myself waiting, wanting, wishing
For the next time I will see you.
Waiting for the next call from you
Wanting the warm embrace of your hug
Wishing I knew what it all ment

Higher Education

referring to a level of education that is provided by universities, vocational universities, community colleges, liberal arts colleges, institutes of technology and other collegiate level institutions, such as vocational schools, trade schools and career colleges, that award academic degrees or professional certifications.


These are a dying breed in the current state of the union. Due to things that have happened before our current President could do anything about many states/counties/cities/districts/etc are being forced to cut budgets in order to maintain so sense of normalcy.

For better clarification....Our country for 8 years was run fucking a total fucking twit who didn't know how to properly run a country and budget it. Due to this many states no longer have the money needed to run properly. there for we're going to cut education..

Does your head hurt to??

The basic message i got from this is..."We're too stupid to run things right so we're gonna get rid of smart peoples and the like so we can all be stupid and therefore smart"

Take a few seconds to collect this bit of your brain that just exploded into your surroundings.

23.1.09

I have to say i am damn proud of this picture. I took it out at the Just Drift Clinic over the last weekend...and I am IN LOVE with this photo...its one of fave cars and a dream car at that...once i get an extra grand i might pick up one...or two lol this car is two years older then me lol

13.1.09

=]

barbie
aloha baby
charmander
& Lil sis

have all done something in the last week to just make me feel all fuzzy warm on the inside

12.1.09

Super Bowl, Cali, And 5bucks

what do they have in common...I bet tween, Deeze, Jesus* and myself.

Deeze bet Jesus that if the eagles win the super bowl he has to move to san mateo on Aug 1st.
Jesus bet Deeze that if the eagles dont win he own him 5 bucks.

where do i come into this bet??

If Deeze wins me and Jesus head for cali on Aug 1st. When this bet happened it was prolific in my mind. I was like this was a plan fallign into my lap...i've been saying i wanan move to cali but if this goes as planed. i'll have nothing stopping me besides a lack of room/job unless i can get my agent by then. and thanks to Jesus i'm more determined to do so.

*Jesus. pronouced Ge-Suss. an old friend from back in the day who looks like Jesus no lie.

10.1.09

Bucket List

Aloha Baby inspired me to make one...so over the next few days i think i will

Barbie also helped make my day with the comment she left on my page....

at the current moment i am awaiting a call from the model i might be shooting today so i can know if she's awake or not so we can head out to the shooting locations

7.1.09

fear

noun
a feeling of anxiety concerning the outcome of something or the safety and well-being of someone


i fear that i will become on the small cogs caught in the system that i refer to as las vegas. I have seen people over the last few years that as i have known them have worked dead end retail jobs with no real chance for advancement when that is all they want. all they want is to advance in the system and become a bigger cog doing less work to keep the system spinning....

i refuse. i shall not be stuck in the system. i refuse to spend the rest of my life caught in this system. i spent 1 year, 6 months, and 5 days stuck in the system before and like the rest of the cogs..i beleived i could soon become a bigger cog. I have removed myself from this system and have began to build my own system around myself where i am the big cog.

i will built myself and make a better me...with or without the others.

1.1.09

hmm

so th first post of the year.

i am sitting here watchin TLC and its about the 800 pound kid...and i feel no remorse for him. I honestly don't feel sorry for anyone who has "an eating disorder" or has "obesity." i see both of this as scape goats to make it seem like you have an issue...like someone who constantly cheats and says yhey have relationship issues....no you like to fuck....alot. don't give me that bullshit that you have a problem...cause your right you do...your fat ass doesn't know when you put down the fork and walk away from the plate. just becuase you have big plates doesn't mean you need to fill them to the rim.