Las Vegas PT2

i hate no scratch that i DETEST this place with an extreme prejudice. I have spent the last almost 12 years on my life in the godforsaken place some refer to an valley which i personally think is more like an oven. i sit around thinking...it might get better...but it doesn't and i officially fed up for this renounced place. I am doing everything i can to the best of my ability to do my best to get the fuck out of it. I am spending the next 8 months doing the best i possibly can to move out of this valley, this , this bowl of broken dreams, promises and lost hope. I have known for the last year that what i want to do is not here, its not anywhere near here. its not even close to here. i have to find a way out, i want no i NEED to leave. to have to seek a way out of this death hole before i a suck ed in and i am here forever wishing, thinking, and kicking myself in the ass for not leaving this dismal place when i had the chance

Las Vegas

it contains 131.3 sq mi of "city"
it contains .1sq mi of water (lake mead is out of city limits)
[so if you really think about...ITS A BARREN WASTE LAND]

it has a population of 558k+ citizens
of which an estimated 100k+ plus are from Hawaii
[ the hawaiians kinda dont make sense to me....yea vegas is cheaper...BUT WHY WOULD YOU GO FROM TROPICAL TO DESERT]

in the winter are lows are around 25-35
in the summer are highs are around 115-120
[its not cold enough to snow. which some people like but in the summer its hot enough burn yourself on anything outside]

on a good year we average about 3 inches of rain....but some areas flood and get upto 2 feet of rain...which sometimes sits there for hours because we have a horrible flood drainage systems.
[when you live in a desert and it rains anyone who's lived there their whole life thinks driving faster helps...FUCKING WRONG DOUCHE]

our economy is mainly funded by tourism...
[which means we're currently failing as the economy fails. if you dont have money you're not gonna throw the bit of saving you have left into a slot machine or some strippers g-string.]

development in las vegas use to be "here whats out there...ohh thats right more nothing put a house on it." now its "here we got hella sky...put a condo up there"
[so you mean it took you about 40 years to think here....the water's only over here lets just build up around it]

entertainment in vegas is directed at its core audience of 21+
[any one under this age HAS SHIT TO DO....and you wonder why teen violence has gone up]

I have a problem

in the last year due to an increased amount of free time i have increased the amount of time i spend infront of the virtual world has steadly increased. i sometimes wonder if its an addication but i feel like if had something better to do..i'd probly do that over spend hours on the internet...people always ask me if i have world of warcraft, or play second life....but i dont and i wont...i played both of them once and 6 hours disappeared...i was the scariest thing ever to look down and see that i had been sitting there for 6 hours...in a fake world and not known...

Relief

I have finally after months of searching found employment. Birdo also found one herself also months of searching. So after months and months of being stuck between a rock and hard place i have finally been give a tool of which i can use for leverage to get free with...and boy is it nice...

beyond chill

my pops is beyond chill....nothing i do surprises or shocks him...lol
I can home with my lip pierced he was whatever about it
i start wearing skinny jeans he doesn't care

mom on the other hand flipped out in both scenarios

i remember when i changed my major form IT and dropped out of DeVry he just like whatever gets you along in life...moms still trying to get me IT jobs to this day