Might not be such a bad idea

I sit here in the town this city this whatever you call it i call it hell with slot machines...I have never really hated anything with a passion but i can say i hate vegas with a DEEP  passion. there is nothing for anyone here in this desolate place. i want to leave it behind and only visit to see friends and family. me and all of my pseudo siblings all want to leave it behind and forget it like the drunk girl you had your way with at a party.  my lil sis wants to go back to the islands to a place where she remembers happyness and left it behind only to visit it when she can. my brother is returning to a place where steel filled the hills and soot filled the skies. they're going back home...

i'm not

while home is always a great place to go back to in recent years i have changed my mind about this several times...but i have finally come to the conclusion that i shall for west. i've been to this place 5 times in my life and every time i felt an overwhelming feeling of joy and contentment. an over zealous sense of happyness. i felt as if...i belonged