I am not a man of routine.
I am not a man who plans.
I am not a man with finish line.
In recent times it's occurred to me that my life has started to become something of a routine with slight variations here and there. I like the mayhem and the disorganization of things. I enjoy winging plans without any thought what so ever.
I enjoy random chaos.
It keeps life interesting. without this random disordered chaos and senseless acts life would be mundane. there would be nothing worthwhile.
I am of disorder
i am of randomness
I am of chaos
"I'm like a dog chasing a car I wouldn't know what to do with one if I caught it" - Joker
28.5.09
13.5.09
Goals
So yesterday I had two of the biggest signs that I REALLY REALLY REALLY need to stop dicking around
yesterday this was thw quite i got from tinybuddha off twitter
"The place where ou are now is vital. The path towards victory opens from where you stand" - Daisaku Ikeda
second one was his guy who comes into our store all the time who said he's always been happy with what he does and the money he makes because he's always made not only goals but gone into detail on how he was obtain said goals. So i've deciced this is what I'm goign to do. I've made it a goal to buy a D700 before September. 2995+S&H. I'm going to start sitting 50-150 per check aside into my back account and then on next check ima take whats left from the previous check and the 50-150 from the current check and deposit it. that and along with the money i should be making on the side doing photography should allow me to save the money i need and get to my goal sooner. Winning or placeing in a few contest along the way wouldn't hurt either.
yesterday this was thw quite i got from tinybuddha off twitter
"The place where ou are now is vital. The path towards victory opens from where you stand" - Daisaku Ikeda
second one was his guy who comes into our store all the time who said he's always been happy with what he does and the money he makes because he's always made not only goals but gone into detail on how he was obtain said goals. So i've deciced this is what I'm goign to do. I've made it a goal to buy a D700 before September. 2995+S&H. I'm going to start sitting 50-150 per check aside into my back account and then on next check ima take whats left from the previous check and the 50-150 from the current check and deposit it. that and along with the money i should be making on the side doing photography should allow me to save the money i need and get to my goal sooner. Winning or placeing in a few contest along the way wouldn't hurt either.
12.5.09
Gotta Stop Dicking around
Hobby- an activity done regularly in one's leisure time for pleasure (where my photography current is)
Job- a paid position of regular employment (something i hate having)
Career- an occupation undertaken for a significant period of a person's life and with opportunities for progress. (where my photography should be)
I say it every month that i need to get serious. i'm really really really gonna try and stick to it this month. I need to...so i can move out...so i can progress...so i can get to where i want. I have a talent that i have fun with that I wouldn't mind doing for a career. I need to see it for what it is and stop toying around with it. I need to finish all this paper work i started and send it in. I need to start the rest of the paperwork and ENTER THIS CONTEST. Night World
Job- a paid position of regular employment (something i hate having)
Career- an occupation undertaken for a significant period of a person's life and with opportunities for progress. (where my photography should be)
I say it every month that i need to get serious. i'm really really really gonna try and stick to it this month. I need to...so i can move out...so i can progress...so i can get to where i want. I have a talent that i have fun with that I wouldn't mind doing for a career. I need to see it for what it is and stop toying around with it. I need to finish all this paper work i started and send it in. I need to start the rest of the paperwork and ENTER THIS CONTEST. Night World
11.5.09
Massive Attack
So im getting to a point where i can enjoy my myself...alot. I mean i still hate working a normal job and what not but away from work i'm smiles all day just about. I'm extrememly excited for next week. I'm going to Irvine, Cali next for the NIN/JA concert and a day on the beach with some friends. I'm really excited about it.
Friday I have a photoshoot set up for this contest i came across. I really really really wanna just place so i can buy my D700 kit and tokina lens. Just placing in this contest would be awesome for me. If i would I'd go APESHIT.
Saturday I'm going to the just drift event. I gonna spend some time really making sure i get key photos. So I can submit them off for the job i've been after for a while. Hopefully all goes well with that.
I'm gonna try and get back into the habit of using this website in conjuction with my twitter account. Look forward to future post coming soon. I'll try and keep them more modern events instead of the normal poetic justice stuff. lol
-Kid Yosh
Friday I have a photoshoot set up for this contest i came across. I really really really wanna just place so i can buy my D700 kit and tokina lens. Just placing in this contest would be awesome for me. If i would I'd go APESHIT.
Saturday I'm going to the just drift event. I gonna spend some time really making sure i get key photos. So I can submit them off for the job i've been after for a while. Hopefully all goes well with that.
I'm gonna try and get back into the habit of using this website in conjuction with my twitter account. Look forward to future post coming soon. I'll try and keep them more modern events instead of the normal poetic justice stuff. lol
-Kid Yosh
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